tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58485180260876622552024-02-22T12:10:32.340-05:00Poltergeists of Polka GuysBHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.comBlogger303125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-53311340518050390672013-03-27T11:21:00.001-04:002013-03-27T11:21:36.828-04:00The EndI haven't posted in almost a year, so it was probably obvious, but I will be discontinuing this blog. I will probably still keep it up, but I will no longer be posting or contributing to it. It was a good outlet, but it is no longer relevant.<br />
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Adieu.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-19558503771674299232012-04-03T18:24:00.002-04:002012-04-03T18:24:31.381-04:00HiatusI ran today. Tired, but it feels good. The half marathon is in a month, and I MUST run. I cannot run the half without training for it. I also need to prepare for the Tough Mudder in June. I don't really have the motivation for the races, but I have already signed up and paid for them, so I'm committed. I think it's very smart to charge for running a race. It's harder to back out when you've already paid a somewhat significant sum. You're invested.<br />
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Easter is coming. My church is doing Feaster, which is hearkening back to the Old Testament celebrations of holy days and thinking of Easter as a celebration, a party, a feast. Christ is risen. Rejoice! Celebrate! I think it is an interesting concept, and I'm interested to see how it turns out.<br />
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I was going to add an introspection, but I'm a bit tired for that, so it will have to wait until later.<br />
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TTFNBHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-66764280879297423692012-01-30T17:44:00.000-05:002012-01-30T17:45:37.106-05:00The small, imperceptible happenings of lifeI had a very full, good weekend. I was able to see some friends on Sunday, which was wonderful. It's been awhile, and it was so good to see them. In anticipation of guests, I cleaned my apartment, rather thoroughly, actually. I am not a generally tidy person. I have a high tolerance for clutter, and I really don't like minimalism. However, I let it get out of hand sometimes, and then it's a daunting task to tackle. I did have help though, which made it more enjoyable. It is very nice to come home to a clean house. I'll need to get used to this. :-) I have rearranged the furniture a bit, which is nice, and I got a nice
table to put the TV on, instead of the Rubbermaid upon which it was
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I am trying to read more. I am currently reading <i>God is Red</i> by Liao Yiwu. It's about Christians and Christianity in China. He interviews people who survived communism and Mao and the Cultural Revolution, and there are also interviews regarding people who did not survive. It's a good book. The perspective is interesting, as the author is not a Christian himself, but he is involved in human rights and has been imprisoned and his books censored for not being in line with the communist/socialist doctrines of the state.<br />
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January is a day away from being over, and February looks like it will speed by as well. I have a lot going on, but I like being busy. I just need to budget my time well. I read an article in the Chronicle of Higher Education that talked about how people work, and that everyone works differently. Some people are really good planners, and others need to take it right up to the deadline. I'm a deadline person myself. The author's take was, "whatever works best for you." If you're not a planner, then trying to force yourself to be, might not be the best thing to do, though trying different methods is not a bad idea.<br />
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I have pilates tonight, so I need to dinner.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-90290822843952809032012-01-18T19:24:00.000-05:002012-01-18T19:24:05.974-05:00Out with the old, in with the newI am currently sitting in my comfortable, new-to-me, green granny recliner with my kitty snug between myself and the arm of the chair, and it is wonderful. I am feeling somewhat exhausted. I really need to get onto a decent, normal people schedule, but I don't really want to. I like my way of doing things, even if it isn't the best way. But, I know that's a problem. I will probably eventually give in and have a normal schedule. <br />
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January has been going well so far. I had a lovely time with friends over New Years. One of my friends positively spoiled us by making a completely homemade feast of turkey, noodles, apple pie, etc. I made wassail, which was a hit. It's my favorite holiday tradition.<br />
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I also went to see Beauty and the Beast in 3D. I'd never been to a 3D movie before. We thought it was going to be on the IMAX screen, but it wasn't. :-( It was, however, fully entertaining. Beauty and the Beast is my favorite Disney movie, and though it wasn't made originally for 3D, they did a good job with it. The landscapes especially stood out. There was a scene with black tree branches and the end scene with roses that absolutely popped. Even if it hadn't been in 3D, it was still nice to see it on the big screen. I had gone when it first came out, but I didn't appreciate it as much then as I do now.<br />
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Also, I just found out that they changed the date of the Tough Mudder I signed up for. They moved it from March to June, which is a really good thing, both for safety and for my personal training. Cold water obstacles in Indiana in March is generally ill advised, so I'm glad for the warmer weather. I was worried about getting wet in cold temperatures. Also, I really don't think I would have been ready for the race in March, as I haven't been up to training yet. I need to focus on getting my energy up and eating better before I can really exert myself. But, now the Tough Mudder will be after the mini marathon in May, so that will be interesting. I think I'll just train harder for the mini, so I'll be in better shape to recover and run the Tough Mudder.<br />
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I have had a small epiphany. My friend pointed this out, and she is right. I basically always need to be busy. I need things to do, or I go a bit crazy. As I say, better to be busy than bored. :-)<br />
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TTFNBHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-49960504347466219532011-12-26T14:14:00.000-05:002011-12-26T14:14:26.883-05:00Merry Christmas!<br />
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It is so nice to have a real job with vacation and holiday time. I am so glad to be able to spend time with friends and family. One of perks of working in an academic library vs a public library.<br />
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This holiday has been fairly low key, but full of laughter. And, I suspect there is more laughter and stories to come with New Years.<br />
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My main plan is to sleep, eat, and catch up with people. Preparing for the holidays is always crazy, and this year has been no exception. Probably moreso. I did get out most of my Christmas cards, but really failed when it came to Christmas cookies. I need a better plan for those. I hope to pick up some Christmas cards, wrapping paper, and maybe decorations for next year, as they should be on sale now. I need to supplement my card supply. Also, I could not find any Christmas paper for my newsletter this year, so I had to settle for clouds. It seems that the Christmas newsletter has been deemed obsolete and/or pompous. At least, that's what the guy on the radio said. I do like the holidays, but I also appreciate the slowness of January, when things get back to normal.<br />
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Happy New Year.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-28986818743429339262011-11-20T17:33:00.001-05:002011-11-20T17:50:39.808-05:00A Sense of PlaceIt is so nice to be in a place that is more or less permanent. I know that I am where I need to be for now, and it is a good feeling. It makes it so much easier to be in community with people. I have been thinking about how different this year is so far compared the the last year I was here, 3 years ago. I feel like I am making better connections with people in church, and I am starting to feel more established. I think it's also easier for people to invest in other people's lives when they know that they will be around for awhile, as opposed to moving away in a year or 2. Being in transition is no reason not to make friendships and invest in a community, but it's harder. I do, however, feel a decided lack of gumption this year, which I'm not quite sure why. I felt more motivated to try to be an "adult" and take care of myself, but I lack motivation in some areas.<br />
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In other news, I sang in church today for special music. I was helping my friend rehearse for special music last night, and she roped me into singing with her. We decided this at 10 PM last night, but it turned out rather well, I think. We sang How Great Is the Love, alternating verses (she sang the 1st and I sang the 2nd) and singing the chorus together. I harmonized with her (most, not all of the lines), and it meshed well, according to honest, outside sources. I had a good time, but I was nervous, as I have never sung in public like that before. Which is not to say that I have not sung in public, but singing while walking down the street or for my grandpa in the nursing home or in the lobby of my dorm does not necessarily count. <br />
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Thursday is Thanksgiving, and then the holidays are upon us! I have a lot that I want to accomplish this holiday season, and I really need to get started on some things. I think that procrastination is one of my besetting sins. It's been with me for a long time, and I really need to work on abolishing it.<br />
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My apartment smells like awful incense or stale cigarette smoke that someone attempted to mask. Bleagh. <br />
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<br />BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-19910609811006052462011-11-07T00:38:00.002-05:002011-11-07T00:38:38.755-05:00I want to move to Charleston, South Carolina. It is the perfect city. It is beautiful, fairly temperate, with a great historical district, and it doesn't feel like a city. I spent the last 3 days in Charleston at a library conference. The conference was excellent, and I enjoyed my time there. While in Charleston, I made a pact not to eat at any restaurant that I could find somewhere else, and I followed that well. :-) Charleston has <b>excellent </b>food. Eating well there reinforced the idea that I have not been eating well, and I need to take better care of myself in regards to nutrition. Which means I need to cook more. Which will also help the budget.<br />
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On e of my 3 flights, I sat next to librarians who attended the same conference. Flying makes me nervous, but it was ok. The first plane was smaller and seemed a bit rickety, but we made it. Flying out of Charleston, I sat next to a gentleman from South Africa. He was also at the same conference, and it was interesting to talk with him. The last flight was on a huge plane, the type you see in movies, and it had the individual screens with movies and TV in the seats, which was really cool. It helped calm my nerves and helped the flight go faster. I watched an episode of CHiPs (old 70s cop show) and most of an episode of Friends. :-)<br />
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The conference was very good, but busy, and I'm rather wiped out. And also a bit overwhelmed with everything I need to do now, personally and professionally.<br />
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This week will probably be rather busy and go by quickly. Time just speeds along anyway. It's unreal how fast everything has gone. I feel like I moved up here yesterday. Though I do feel much more established with my job, though still learning and figuring things out. I'm pretty sure I was one of, if not the newest librarian at the conference.<br />
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Good night.<br />
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<br />BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-15888552569523461602011-10-28T19:36:00.000-04:002011-10-28T19:36:19.076-04:00Don't Stop Believin'Whew. It's been over a month since I last posted, and there is a lot to say, but not much time. I am going to a friend's house to hang out tonight. I need to freshen up, as I went on a run earlier. I have been going on runs with my friend's mini fox terrier. She is full of energy and fun to run with, and it gives me more incentive to actually get out and run. If I tell my friend I'm coming over to run with the dog, then I have committed myself.<br />
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I have discovered the delectableness that is Greek yogurt. Both Chobani and Oikos are very good. I don't really like yogurt, but Greek yogurt is different. It's thicker and not as sweet as regular yogurt. And, I like the fruit on the bottom.<br />
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I went to my friends' wedding in b-town last week. It was a good weekend, and I had a great time. It was so good to see friends in b-town again and celebrate my friends' wedding. I was able to get in a lot of visiting, including a visit to the public library and with my old neighbor. And, I danced and talked the night away (literally). Good times. <br />
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I should post more, but maybe later. I need to get back in the blogging mode, but we'll see.<br />
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TTFN<br />
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<br />BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-40971714060118555072011-09-25T16:00:00.002-04:002011-09-25T16:00:38.747-04:00Theater is addictingSigns of a callous heart:<br />
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Lost 1st love for Jesus<br />
Fail to love and tremble at God's Word<br />
Content with where you are spritually<br />
Discontented with your lot in life or where you are in life<br />
Look to your own efforts to earn God's favor<br />
Are bored with the things of God<br />
Complaining<br />
Do not accept God's rebuke<br />
Too lazy, apathetic, or bored to hyper listen (listen attentively and actively)<br />
No intention of obeying what God clearly tells you in His Word<br />
Obedience is a bother rather than a joy<br />
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Needless to say, the sermon was convicting today. Very convicting. <br />
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The play is over, and it went very well. It was good, but I am glad that it's over. I really want to try out for Scrooge the musical, but I don't think it would be right or fair, given my schedule. Some of us from the cast went out after the show, and I had a blast. These ladies are a hoot. We are planning on getting together later, and I'm looking forward to it. <br />
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This is the first day of fair week. I hope I can go at least one day. I really enjoy fair food, and I like walking around and seeing the sights. Especially the animal barns. Jersey cows!<br />
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I also bought Big Bang Theory season 4, and it is hilarious. I wasn't big fan of season 3, but season 4 proved it's worth. The characters are growing and changing, and there are new characters, but I don't think it's a bad thing. They are still funny, and I think it is good to let the characters grow. Normal people grow and learn from each other and pick up different habits while still staying true to themselves. Also, I think Jim Parsons who plays Sheldon won an award (Emmy?) and he completely deserved it!<br />
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Love and blessings.<br />
<br />BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-82420609545742107192011-09-04T12:37:00.002-04:002011-09-04T12:53:34.286-04:00ZealToday's sermon was on zeal, and it was different from all the other sermons on that subject I have heard in the past, and it was refreshing. The pastor emphasized that our righteousness must be placed in Christ. That we cannot earn our salvation, that what we do must come from resting in Christ, being in Christ, and that we should want to do things because we love Him, not because we want to be a good person, or even because we want to be a good Christian. Our zeal must be rooted in knowledge and in the truth. It was refreshing to hear that, because zeal can so often be misplaced and dogmatic. But true zeal is really just an intense love for Christ and resting in Him. And, I will say that this is the first time I ever heard the Darwin Awards used as a sermon illustration. Rather gruesome, actually.
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<br />I am blogging more infrequently, due in part to the fact that of those of us who started blogs after college, only 2 of us are left blogging. I have begun posting more on facebook, but I am careful when I do that, as I have so many different "friends" that I only post things that I don't care that the whole world knows about.
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<br />I was going to go to Cedar Point yesterday, but I came down with a cold, and did not feel up to it. So, my friend and I went to the paint your own pottery place in town. I painted a coffee mug and saucer. It is light blue and chocolate brown with vine and flower accents. I am not very artistic, but it was a lot of fun, and it was good to get out and do something yesterday.
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<br />I found a show on Netflix that is a British comedy from the early 1990s called Waiting for God, and it is about 2 friends in a retirement home. It is very comical, and though I almost want to be like Diana when I am old, (she has a withering wit and a caustic tongue and is hilarious), I will more likely be like Harvey, who is a dear, sweet, daft old chap who is Diana's partner in crime. They are a hoot!
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<br />The students are back and classes have started. Work is rather busy right now, and I had my first reference desk shift. I wasn't able to answer all the questions, but I did get a high five from a student that I helped, and it made my night. :-)
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<br />We have the weekend off from play rehearsals, but after Labor Day we will be rehearsing every night, and probably long rehearsals, as we will have less than 2 weeks before the show. At least all my lines are good. :-)
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<br />Blessings
<br />BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-88503718472546199662011-08-14T22:47:00.004-04:002011-08-14T22:53:31.856-04:00Warrior DashI got back from a good weekend in B-town. Had a blast at the Warrior Dash. So much fun, especially running it with friends. I believe that I am going to do a Tough Mudder, most likely in March with the same friends. I will, however, have to train for this one. I was rather unprepared for this one, but not too bad. It was basically a trail run with obstacles. Not that I've done a trail run before, but they are fun, and I'd like to. All I need to do now is find a running buddy. I am a bit limited in my running, as I am cautious and try to stay in relatively safe places with a good amount of people around. Thus, no country runs or runs after dark. :-( Anyway, it was good to see friends in B-town again, and I am excited to try the sweet corn from a friend's farm.
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<br />Things are busy with play practice and starting to gear up for the beginning of the semester. I have a lot of irons in the fire, but I like being busy. It is preferable to being bored.
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<br />I feel like I should have more to post, but I am getting tired.
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<br />BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-17993347353162160962011-07-31T14:18:00.003-04:002011-07-31T14:35:56.822-04:00Spiritual MarathonersThe 2 pastors are in Guatemala on a missions trip, so the pastor's son preached today. He is most definitely part of the family. He was a bit (read a lot) crazy and a lot like his dad. :-) Which isn't a bad thing, as the sermons at my church are wonderful. He preached on the last 8 verses of Romans 8, which are wonderful verses, btw. And he used a good running analogy. It's not really a new one, but it struck me today, especially as I am trying to get back in shape for a race in 2 weeks and have recently run a 1/2 marathon. But, the spiritual life is like training for a marathon. It is hard, and not really fun, but it is necessary and definitely worth it, because if you don't train, then you will not be prepared for the race. I like thinking of myself as a spiritual marathoner. Also, Sunday school was very good and convicting, not in a "strike you down" sense, but a subtle conviction. We talked about inadequacy, and I realized that there are things that I need to give to God and allow Him to work. I generally just deal with things on my own, and that is not good.<br /><br />I hung out with a friend yesterday and we went shopping. I blew through my furnishing and clothing budget, but I got some good things, including a nice "pub" table with 2 stools. The table has a white tile top, and it is counter height, which is something I really need, as I have virtually no counter space. If I'm going to cook, I need more counter space, and the table is perfect. The furniture store guy I bought it from was really weird and somewhat inappropriate/creepy, but he seemed harmless.<br /><br />I also finally got a bigger harness for my cat. If she'll let me get it on right, I might try to take her out this evening. If she knew that the harness meant going out, I think she'd cooperate a bit more. She's been a bit ornery lately, and I think she might be a little bored.<br /><br />I got a part in 12 Angry Jurors. I am juror #6. It is the hardest part in the play, as the character has very few lines and little to no personality. I think I am going to crochet granny squares to keep me in the play and involved. It will be a challenge, but I am looking forward to it.<br /><br />My weeks are getting busier, what with play rehearsals and the approach of school. I will really need to get my act together and prepare for everything that's going on with work during August. It will be a busy month. I did finish all of the July to dos, which I'm very glad about. Now, onto August!BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-28265252996089118962011-07-19T22:17:00.002-04:002011-07-19T22:32:36.369-04:00Of Coppers and TractorsI am watching Law and Order UK. I like Law and Order, at least the earlier episodes. I watched a lot of it with my family in high school. It's more procedural, as it focuses on the process of prosecution, so it's not as intense as some of the other shows out there. The UK version is very similar to the US version, but it is culturally different. It's hard for me to accept their use of CCTV, which, from what I gather, is a network of cameras everywhere. Makes it good for catching criminals and tracking people, but it's so Big Brother. I'm not ok with it. It's also weird to get used to the opening lines which substitute "district attorneys" with "crown prosecutors." And I'm not quite sure why they wear those ugly wigs, though I kind of like the robes. Gives it a different feel.<br /><br />I am auditioning for 12 Angry Jurors tomorrow. My monologue is basically there. I need to practice a bit tonight. I just hope I don't stumble over any lines, as I think I have the emotion down. I hope I get a part, but if I don't, then I will find something else to fill my time.<br /><br />It is very warm around here. I'm grateful for my air conditioner, but it's basically only good for the bedroom. And, sitting with a warm laptop isn't helping things.<br /><br />I am adjusting to my job, but I still have a lot to learn. I ask lots of questions. I answered my first reference question over chat today. I'd never used chat reference before, and it was kind of nerve wracking, but I was able to find the answer.<br /><br />I went to the Henry Ford Museum with a friend. It was a lot of fun. My favorite part was the farm implements. :-) There is this ridiculously awesome tractor that is basically a train engine tractor. Steam powered and HUGE! Was definitely my favorite piece. There was some cool furniture too, which I enjoyed looking at. I haven't been to a museum in a long time, and it was fun.<br /><br />I should get to bed a bit early, as I was exhausted today.<br /><br />TTFNBHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-30547444463752101812011-07-03T16:23:00.002-04:002011-07-03T16:37:46.739-04:00UpdatesThank goodness for Netflix. I signed up a couple days ago, and then got sick. Blargh. I don't have cable, so it helps pass the time. I have been watching movies and Dr. Who. I just finished season 1, and I am looking forward to season 2, especially as I've been told that David Tennant is awesome as the Doctor. We'll see. I became rather partial to the first Doctor (Christopher Eccleston).<br /><br />There is a church wide potluck tonight and then watching fireworks. I might try to make it out, but I'm not sure I'll last for the fireworks. I don't like feeling like a blob and having low energy. I want to go out walking and running, but my body says no, though I was able to make the short walk to and from church.<br /><br />I am now officially a librarian, as the former librarian retired on Thursday. It's a bit stressful, and I am going to need to go in on Tuesday and do some work. We get Monday and Tuesday off for the holiday, which is great, but it also means that we have to work on Labor Day. Any way, since I am still learning the ropes, it takes me a lot longer to do things, and I need to catch up and prepare for some things for Wednesday.<br /><br />TTFNBHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-61682795735517721702011-07-02T00:23:00.003-04:002011-07-02T00:56:17.650-04:00FreedomHow does one struggle against one's sinful nature but also experience Christian freedom?<br /><br />I will never be good enough. No matter how hard I try, I will never be good enough for God. I "knew" this growing up, but I realized that I didn't really understand or believe it. In the past year or 2, I have finally come to an understanding of what this means. And it is freeing. To throw yourself a the mercy of Christ and ask Him to cover everything is a relief. A release from fear. But, we are called to hate our sin and to struggle against our sinful natures. How do we do this without an accompanying guilt and fear? Are these not the motivating factors to strive against our nature? If not these, then what should be our motivation? Love for God should be our motivation, but this is sometimes forgotten or cast aside. It is easier, once the fear and shame and guilt is gone, to do whatever one desires, to use freedom in Christ as an excuse to do what I want.<br /><br />It is not hard to understand legalism. It's man's way of figuring out faith. We are finite with minimal understanding and finite minds. Legalism helps us make sense, put God and faith in a big religious box. A list of dos and don'ts. But it's not that easy. God doesn't play by our rules. He cannot be contained, and for us to put limits on Him is demeaning and implies that we know better than Him. That we know exactly how this world is supposed to work and how everything is going to be revealed. But we don't. And while there are some things that are clearly noted and spelled out for us in God's word, we must be careful about the other things. Allow for grace. Allow for faith.<br /><br />I am reading "On Christian Liberty" by Martin Luther. I bought it for one of my classes in college, but we never read it. I kept it though, and it is, so far, a good read. He makes a really interesting point using the metaphor of Christ as the bridegroom and us as the bride of Christ. Luther says,<br /> "Christ is full of grace, life, and salvation. The soul is full of sins, death, and damnation. Now let faith come between them and sins, death, and damnation will be Christ's, while grace, life, and salvation will be the soul's; for if Christ is a bridegroom, he must take upon himself the things which are his bride's and bestow upon her the things that are his." (pg 19)<br /><br />Luther also says 2 pages later, "Here this rich and divine bridegroom Christ marries this poor, wicked harlot, redeems her from all her evil, and adorns her with all his goodness. Her sins cannot now destroy her, since they are laid upon Christ and swallowed up by him. And she has that righteousness in Christ, her husband, of which she may boast as of her own and which she can confidently display alongside her sins in the face of death and hell and say, 'If I have sinned, yet my Christ, in whom I believe, has not sinned, and all his is mine and all mine is his.'" (pg 21)<br /><br />I know that the Church is the bride of Christ, but I had never thought of it in the way that Luther phrases it. But if we are the bride of Christ, then we are one with Him, and our sin and shame is put upon and taken away by Him, and His goodness and righteousness is given to us. It is a wonderful, unfair exchange that I do not really understand, but I am grateful.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-79412097340688167532011-06-20T21:48:00.002-04:002011-06-20T22:08:03.994-04:00I Grow Old, I Grow Old, I Shall Wear the Bottoms of My Trousers RolledI don't know if I'll ever get used to a "real person" schedule. I am so tired in the evenings that I take naps around 7 or later, which is a bad idea. Because then I stay up later and perpetuate the cycle. Also, kitty making noise in the mornings doesn't help either, though my sleep schedule is by no means her fault.<br /><br />Wren's conjunctivitis has cleared up, which is good. Things are settling down and speeding up. Not a whole lot to report. I'm starting to have things to do, which is nice. :-)<br /><br />I spent a wonderful birthday with a very close friend in the area. We went shopping, ate good food, and had good conversation, and that's all I wanted. The best part was just spending time with her. And, I will say that it is so much more fun to go shopping with someone else. When I shop by myself, I often shop like a guy: go, find what I need, leave. Having someone else to give input and laugh at the hideous styles you find in the store is so much more fun. We found some pretty awesome/ridiculous shoes. I wore a pair of 5 inch army surplus heels. The tops of the shoes were army surplus canvas and they laced up, like peek-toe boots or something. Army surplus meets fashion. They were the most impractical awesome shoes. I probably would have bought them if they weren't so tall and the fabric didn't rub wrong. :-)<br /><br />It's crazy how much of our lives is online. This never really bothered me that much before, and I don't know why I am just now thinking of this, but there is so much online. I'm not going to get all conspiracy theory-y, but if someone wanted to know about someone, and they find the right info sources, they can find out a lot.<br /><br />I also wonder if part of the online thing is we all have an inherent desire to feel/be important. To be noticed or noted, and the online forum is perfect for that. Have a blog. Post status updates for all your friends on facebook/Twitter (which, btw, I have no plans of caving and tweeting). But, it's also a good way to keep up with people, especially people you are friends with, but not necessarily close with. Though we may like to think otherwise, we are only able to have a finite number of close friends, and there is a definite hierarchy and levels of contact between ones friends and acquaintances. This is nothing that hasn't been said before, but just some stuff I've been thinking about.<br /><br />TTFNBHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-72669588072959265332011-06-12T22:49:00.004-04:002011-06-12T23:02:18.318-04:00Happenings and Non-EventsKitty has conjunctivitis, so I have the enviable task of trying to put gel in her eye 2 times a day. She is actually being very good about it. Surprisingly, she sticks around to let me try again after each failed attempt, and she doesn't scratch me, though I'm not sure if that is because the vet clipped her nails or because she's keeping them in.<br /><br />I went to see The King and I at the community theater. It was a good production. Some parts were cast better than others. The guy playing the king was wonderful. At times he reminded me of Yul Brenner, who played the part in the movie. Anna, the main character, was ok. She was best during the songs. It was a rather elaborate production, and they did a good job with it. It was a good way to spend the afternoon.<br /><br />I've been watching a lot of movies recently, as I got my TV hooked up, but don't have cable. The library has a good selection, and I (finally) watched The Princess and the Frog. Friday night was 80s movie night with Ghostbusters and Crocodile Dundee. I did not remember the Stay Puff marshmallow man part of Ghostbusters. It is hilarious! I also watched a French Canadian movie called Seducing Dr. Lewis. The movie isn't what it sounds like. It's about a small town trying to get a factory built in their area so there will be jobs and they can get off welfare. But, to do that, they have to have a Dr. in town. It's a very good movie, and I really like the characters. Everyone looks "normal." No one is movie star good looking, and the characters are funny and real and they mean well and try hard. Yvon was my favorite, as he is this funny old codger.<br /><br />My battery is almost out of juice.<br /><br />Good night.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-16666301136164154852011-06-06T23:14:00.004-04:002011-06-06T23:23:48.390-04:00If Only I Had an Enemy Bigger Than My Apathy I Would Have Won(title quote from a song by Mumford and Sons)<br /><br />I am now realizing the need to be proactive. I'm readjusting to a small town and a smaller church, and though I like the small town feel and atmosphere, it is a bit harder to find things to do in regards to volunteering and other activities, especially ways in which to meet other people, preferably people around my age and walk of life. Community theater will be a welcome activity, but it doesn't start until July, and that's if I make it past the audition.<br /><br />In church yesterday, I realized that it is so easy to make everything about me. But it is not about me. I can wallow in loneliness and self pity, or I can do something about it. Focus on other people. I don't think it's a good idea to join things or do things for the sake of doing, but I really need something to take me out of myself, as it were. Help provide a different perspective. So, we'll see where God leads and what the summer holds.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-25699327060340356262011-06-05T18:55:00.002-04:002011-06-05T19:11:27.533-04:00Life So FarMy kitty has her days and nights mixed up. I am trying to keep her up right now, as I do not want a repeat of last night. I did not get much sleep, as she is loud and decided that I needed to be up at 5 AM. I do not need to be up at 5 AM, and I do not appreciate meowing and crashing about at that time of morning. I understand, though, as she is home alone all day and doesn't have much to do except sleep. I'm going to try to leash train her, so we can go on walks. That way she can get out of the apartment and have a change of scenery.<br /><br />Tomorrow is my 1st full week of work. The first three days have been full and rather overwhelming. I have so much to learn. This month is going to be a month of cramming before the current serials librarian leaves. There are so many things to keep track of. All the databases and the journals and the journals included in the databases. Plus vendors and the consortium, etc. It's a lot. I think I'll pick up on it, but it's a steep learning curve, as I knew it would be.<br /><br />Summer is kind of a down time, and I'm hoping for some opportunities to serve and get involved in the community. I'm feeling a bit isolated right now. I miss being around people my own age and in the same walk of life. I feel like everyone at church is in a different part of life right now, which isn't a bad thing, but it would be nice to be around other young professionals/singles. I really do like the intergenerational feel of church though. It's nice to be around people who are older and younger than I, as I can learn from them and hopefully contribute to the conversation as well.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-20234989688391371712011-05-27T17:49:00.003-04:002011-05-27T18:05:15.847-04:00Meet Wren<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUqtR3k1ca8v6NcJG0_2-hYJaUERhglGDoyEsVWsmfTavHURrF0BXFio9EUWjs4A8kxlJsFpan6lCJ0yFWvoh28IBA__NZsdynKjmhK8DiZs5aqi1dwsbSmmB2so1KKighc-VQLN073T8/s1600/012.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 241px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUqtR3k1ca8v6NcJG0_2-hYJaUERhglGDoyEsVWsmfTavHURrF0BXFio9EUWjs4A8kxlJsFpan6lCJ0yFWvoh28IBA__NZsdynKjmhK8DiZs5aqi1dwsbSmmB2so1KKighc-VQLN073T8/s320/012.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5611517088688491106" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh13h_qAqPljN2_h6tIvRdBgIpUw9oJsxahQdnAwc4fiS_0Y6W5xwkeK-PwMhy22GKjGvhgqiXuQiYL05qhHZeoQvDuig4ES4ujtrA4b8DMKo928YZJQXPVmE1yQvBGSJcYTyPyOcDx7LQ/s1600/011.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 241px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh13h_qAqPljN2_h6tIvRdBgIpUw9oJsxahQdnAwc4fiS_0Y6W5xwkeK-PwMhy22GKjGvhgqiXuQiYL05qhHZeoQvDuig4ES4ujtrA4b8DMKo928YZJQXPVmE1yQvBGSJcYTyPyOcDx7LQ/s320/011.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5611517085453192274" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiI-WXQ55GPZlN0eOHyqHmZOjWMrE1eNBi4ewNwHKg9wQeLFmgKDD1pEV85Sxk9_ObOn4X50Vt-LQ4STlk5GwanyrzfDdDVJ6hDjJmoxOu7BBn7VH1nzDXitoexmRTIVDL5i5QfrSVh1oQ/s1600/009.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 241px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiI-WXQ55GPZlN0eOHyqHmZOjWMrE1eNBi4ewNwHKg9wQeLFmgKDD1pEV85Sxk9_ObOn4X50Vt-LQ4STlk5GwanyrzfDdDVJ6hDjJmoxOu7BBn7VH1nzDXitoexmRTIVDL5i5QfrSVh1oQ/s320/009.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5611517075663917874" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhpFSjr96l9NNJM5ZjlyVnCZbuLlM1UVqikEKiMmcYBz-lwnRLSxGw1io85FzZ04CllD1uDpAVj0qIEOBON_UKYTDeYPP1HWCAfCQxEQyMiFFH_wvsuGzboAqAhmpTt7fSrH5hD3-2adM/s1600/005.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 241px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhpFSjr96l9NNJM5ZjlyVnCZbuLlM1UVqikEKiMmcYBz-lwnRLSxGw1io85FzZ04CllD1uDpAVj0qIEOBON_UKYTDeYPP1HWCAfCQxEQyMiFFH_wvsuGzboAqAhmpTt7fSrH5hD3-2adM/s320/005.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5611517071763850530" border="0" /></a>I am currently writing this with a kitty on my lap. Trying to teach her not to walk on the computer and chew the cords is a challenge, but she's settled down right now. She is a domestic long hair cat, gray, and orange, about a year old, and very affectionate. She is starting to get the hang of being a lap kitty, but she also has a lot of energy. I now know the need for cat toys, though I can't find her ball, which is sad. I had a stress ball in the shape of a basketball that she had a lot of fun with, but I can't find it now. I'll have to find something else at the pet store. She also decided that 5 AM is a perfectly acceptable time to be up and about. I did not agree, but was unable to fall back asleep until 6:30 or so. Hopefully we do not have a repeat tomorrow. She is a talker, and it's hard to sleep through her meowing. My own personal alarm clock. She is a sweetheart though. Having never had a cat before, I know it will be an adjustment and I need to give us both time to get used to each other. She seems to be adapting rather well, and thankfully was able to find the litter box. :-)<br /><br />We both took naps this afternoon, and I am still a bit groggy. It's probably a bad habit, but I'm taking advantage of the situation while I can. :-)<br /><br />I'm going to a Renaissance fair tomorrow with a friend. I've never been to one, and I'm excited, though I'm mostly looking forward to seeing my friend again. It's been a long time.<br /><br />Blessings.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-86127931930301375582011-05-24T10:42:00.003-04:002011-05-24T10:59:04.569-04:00Bay Windows and Rocking ChairsI am here in Michigan and moved into my apartment, though I am still unpacking. I changed my driver's license today, so I am officially a Michigan resident. I also registered to vote, which will be kind of weird and means that I actually have to pay attention to Michigan politics and decide who to vote for on my own. Politics and politicians kind of annoy me, but I guess it's good to be informed.<br /><br />I really like my apartment, as it feels so homey and it's very cute. I love sitting in my rocking chair next to the bay window. I found out, however, that the house that I am living in has a rather poor reputation in town. It has been pretty shady/seedy in the past, but the landlady seems to really be trying to change the reputation and make it a nice, safe place to live. Though it is different than it has been in the past, whenever I tell people where I live, I get worried looks, so I have to do some explaining. :-) Everyone in the house pretty much keeps to themselves, which is all I ask for.<br /><br />I have a gas stove, and the gas guy came out today. I've been told that I will end up liking gas better than electric, but right now, it makes me nervous. Baking is going to be a bit tricky, as there are no measurements on the dial for the stove. The gas guy suggested getting an oven thermometer and then marking the dial for the different temperatures. That will be a bit of a hassle, but I think that's what I'll have to do.<br /><br />It's gorgeous today. We've had some rain and thunderstorms, but beautiful weather in between. Because it's north, my current location is behind b-town in regards to plants and such, so I've had lilacs in my house, and they smell wonderful! Nature's perfume.<br /><br />Not much to report. Things are going well, and I just need to keep plugging away at unpacking everything. I am going to have to go to the laundromat today. :-/ Not really looking forward to that.<br /><br />My books are unpacked! Except for my comic books and cookbooks, I have enough shelf space. I would like a small shelf in the kitchen for my cookbooks, and I also would like a separate bookcase for my comic books (Peanuts, BC, Dennis the Menace, etc.). But, those can wait. I am hoping to go garage saling and maybe auctioning this summer. Extra kitchen storage and counter/table space is the most immediate need right now, as I essentially have no counter space in my kitchen.<br /><br />Life is life right now. Not much exciting, just trying to get unpacked and adjust to life in the dale.<br /><br />Blessings!BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-80849225223935330022011-05-16T11:28:00.002-04:002011-05-16T11:42:16.369-04:00Dash it all Tibbs, dash it all. (101 Dalmations) I had a post going, and then I somehow deleted it, and because of the settings on the computer, it didn't save any of it. Sigh.<br /><br />I'm going to go on a short run after this. It will be the first run since the 1/2. I want to keep running, but I think I'll stick to shorter distances for awhile, 2-5 miles.<br /><br />The move date is getting ever closer. I have a lot to do this week, but I don't mind. I'm fitting packing around my social calendar. Hanging out with friends is bittersweet now, but I wouldn't miss it for anything. I'm going to miss my church friends and the 20 somethings group. I wish that I could still be a part of it, but I have to move on.<br /><br />I watched 12 Angry Men last night. I'm not a big fan of it, as it's kind of bleeding heart and I think the kid was guilty, but it's a classic and a good movie. The characters are really good. And, they're doing it for community theater in September, which I'm considering auditioning for. I probably shouldn't plan this far ahead, but it gives me something to look forward to and prepare for. I've chosen a monologue already, and I'm going to start memorizing it. It's an angry monologue, which is hopefully appropriate for a play that has the word angry in the title. :-)<br /><br />Peace and blessings.BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-35151715563214224212011-05-09T13:13:00.003-04:002011-05-09T13:43:39.566-04:00Run Johnny RunI finished my first half marathon this past Saturday. I am sore now, but it was worth it. :-) Saturday was a wonderful day. My parents got up at a ridiculous hour of the morning and met us in Indy at 6:30 AM. We then hung out a bit, showed them where we would meet up at the end, and walked to our corrals. I started pretty far back, in corral T (it went through Z). Click <a href="http://www.500festival.com/userfiles/file/Startline%20revised%202162011%281%29.pdf">here </a>to see a map of the startline. Having never done this before, I didn't know what to expect or what to estimate my finish time as. I had originally had a goal of finishing before 2 hours and 30 minutes, but I had abandoned that in favor of just finishing. I hadn't trained as well as I would have liked, and I wasn't sure how my body would react to that much running. I actually had a really good race, and finished in 2 hours and 23 minutes, which means that if I run another 1/2 marathon, I can get "seding" or a closer starting spot, like corral E, which would be nice, as I had to dodge a lot of people during the race. Many people walk the whole way or jog slowly and walk, and with 35,000 people, it could get bottle necked and tight at times. It was a really good experience, though. I was able to run almost all the way, walking only through the water stations and only 2-3 times for short periods of time during the race. Click <a href="http://www.500festival.com/marathon/ViewCourses.asp">here </a>if you want to see the race route. There were different bands and groups playing music all along the race route, which was a lot of fun, especially as I didn't run with my iPod. I wanted to be aware of my surroundings, especially as I had to dodge and weave through people. There were cloggers, a polka band, DJs, rock bands, Caribbean music, country, etc. There were also people sitting and standing outside cheering for us, waving clappers and ringing cowbells. I especially like high fiving the little kids. It was like a parade without the candy. :-) By mile 11 and 12, it was becoming more of a struggle, and mile 12 was especially hard, but I kept going, and it was so nice to have my friends and family cheering at the end. It really helped me give that last push at the end. I have signed up for a Warrior Dash in August, and I am planning on signing up for the Indy mini again next year. I never thought I was a runner, but maybe I am.<br /><br />Also, I have just started a book called "Manning Up" by Kay S. Hymowitz, and it's about the current trend of what she calls "preadults," or people in their 20s. I just finished the intro, and it sounds like it's going to be a good book. It's about understanding what our culture is now, and how things have and are changing in regards to the workplace, relationships, and gender roles. I really like this quote. "Today, however, with women moving ahead in an advanced economy, provider husbands and fathers are now optional, and the character qualities men had needed to play their role--fortitude, stoicism, courage, fidelity--are obsolete and even a little embarrassing" (pg 16). I think this is true. Women are starting to dominate the workplace and other things, and guys are trying to figure out where they fit, and they are not necessarily living up to their potential. Hymowitz further states, "Single men have never been civilization's most responsible actors" (pg 16). Also true. Marriage and family tend to civilize guys. I am not sure what the answer is to all of this, as I do not think that women should not pursue education and better jobs (especially as I just finished my Master's degree). But, this is relatively uncharted territory, as education is becoming more important and emphasized, and it takes time. So, people are starting careers later and getting married later. Again, very different from in the past, but not necessarily wrong. I am looking forward to getting into the book and seeing what the author has to say, as I feel like it really pertains to me, as a young 20 something just starting her career.<br /><br />Anywho, just wanted to share about the race and about my latest read.<br /><br />BlessingsBHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-58535265527944116962011-04-27T17:25:00.004-04:002011-04-27T17:35:17.705-04:00Room With a View (of the post office)I have a place to live! I talked to my new landlady today, and I got the apartment I wanted. It's a small one bedroom apartment in a big old house downtown. It's on the 2nd floor, with a big bay window in the living room, and cool tiling on the wall in the kitchen. There is almost no counter space, no dishwasher, no washer and dryer (laundromat here I come), and no air conditioning, but I love it! The landlady seems really nice and careful about who she rents to, which is encouraging. It's also within walking distance of work and near the bike/running path. Walking distance is really good, as gas is getting really expensive, and it will help me stay active, despite having a desk job. I'm a bit worried about the no air conditioning, but the current tenant says that there's a good cross breeze, which is good, and I can get fans too. One less thing to worry about! God is good!BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5848518026087662255.post-72167617152633538352011-04-26T21:22:00.003-04:002011-04-27T11:13:49.180-04:00God Loves Broken PeopleThat seems crazy. And I don't know why He loves us, but He does. I think that God cares not about our issues but how we are seeking Him through our issues. How we react to Him within our issues. Whatever they are. Whether it be mental illness or heartache or loneliness or addiction or pride or whatever. How in tune with Him are we? How much do we want to serve and know Him? That's all that matters. God loves broken people.<br /><br />EDIT: (Reflections from an interaction in a coffee shop.)BHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05363255975328401714noreply@blogger.com1